Outings and more outings~!!!

Arghhhh~!!!!! Irritated by my mum~!!!! Already almost finish typing this blog and she rush me to have my dinner.. N so i went forgetting to save.. When i came back.. Everything was GONE!!!! Have to retype again... =( Angry~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moral of this story: To save everything before anything happens.....

Has been quite tired nowadays.. Feel sleepy and legthagic... =( Stress from work plus studies.. plus assignment and clinical assessments....

Though busy.. but.. not forgetting my leisure time~!!!

Had few outings over the past weekends~!!!!!

*Sentosa~!!!

Followed by crabbie dinner~

Durian supper at Geylang!!!!

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Then.. more.. SENTOSA~~~

And a dinner at Keppel Bay TCC-->

*National day cum olympic celebration at Yida's hse~

Most recently.. * Ward farewell BBQ party for my dearest Sisters and Senior~!!!

Will be missing you.. Sister Cindy.. Sister Meisiew and Juvena~!!

Love Love....

Looking forward for my Japan trip~~~ Counting down.. 20days~!!!!!

More outings to come???? HehHehehee....

Untitled....

Ward has been busy this few days esp today~ due to the MCI.. But was quite fun, good experience even though i dun participate much due to taking case..
After a tiring day of work, went to KTV at orchard with my dear colleagues~ Happy~!!! hehe.. Broke my voice eventually, now, my sore throat got worse... =(
Thereafter, met up with MK n friends' at chinatown KTV again~ haha.. today is KTV day~!!!!
The day end by boardgaming at MIND's~!!! One of my favourite place where my best buddies are~!!
Despite the tireness, I've enjoyed the day and the time with my dear friends~!!!!

Dear was busy since after the vietnam trip again..Guess he has not been resting well again.. Had some disagreement these few days again.. sometimes, was thinking...... why so these problems alway arised whenever u're busy... Am i not understanding enough..?? hmm.. probably i am ba... Sorry that my tone wasn't that good at times cos i dun realli know how to expess myself... Wanted to talk to u nicely, Know that u're working hard and u like this job and ur indoor job alot.. But i just don't want to see u being so tired everyday.. Topics between us has fade as day goes by... We hardly chat nowadays as during the day, we were busy and at the end of the day, tiredness has covered what to be said .. How i wish if time can be reversed... Just hope that u could get some rest.. Have got alot of things to tell u but.. didn't.. Guess i've kept too much things to myself till i don't know what to say.. Anyway, Thanks for coming down to company mi though u're very tired... I really appreciate that though i didn't say anything... Have a good rest.....~ ps.

One week of leave~!!!

At last, after 4 mths of busy work, i've got my leave again.. But guess.. will be more busy after this week.. Cause my critical care program has started... Tried to study and do my learning package during the leave but,, failed.. hahahha.. after so long of not studying, now, couldn't get anything into my head.. how~!!!! Went to Vietnam with dear and his 2 buddies~ Lihdar and Mingkun~ Fun~!!! Life that are simple and paces are slow.. Quite relaxing.. Road there were busy and full of motorbikes~ scary~!!! ahahahhahaa Probably closing ur eyes n not looking at the traffics is easier for u to cross~ Childrens and mother selling tissues and gums at the roadside and market to earn extra money~ Visited the ben thanh market and night market almost every night~ lol,, our main n oni? shopping place.. Lots of sports wears, shoes and fake branded bags etc were sold there~

Also visited the notre dame cathedral, post office, mekong river and cu chu tunnel, etc~ nice places~
But one thing bad there is.. quite hard to find food and weather is too hot.. hehehehhe
Fruitful trip though~

After this weeks of leave~!!! must study hard le~~~ jia you!!!!!!

Heading towards healthy lifestyles!?!

Was quite unhappy for past few weeks.. But,, Guess I'm better now.. Mood have improved over the time.. Probably having more activities.. Went for Ning's bdae last fri, at Adams road, Shoyoku resturant if i'm not wrong.. Hehe,, Fresh sushi, mouth dripping salmon and sweet green tea white chocolate fondue~!!!!! Yummy~!!!!! Hehe, So long since i've met my sec school dear friends~! After the dinner, went out with Tracy n Ang~ Actualli planned for mind cafe but,, was thinking should go for a drink? Went to Timber but was full hse, so Ended up in KTV again~!! Fun though~!! hehehehe...
Sat meet up with Mk n lihdar~ Planned for Sentosa suntanning but.. So sad.. Weather wasn't good that day.. -_-" BUT~ Went to east coast park in the evening with them n a few of MK's friend for blading~ HEhehehe,, HAs been so long seen i've this kinda fun~ Bladed for 3 hours from one end of east coast to tanah merah chalet? Tiring yet super fun~!!!! More next time? I want to buy roller blade~! ehhehehehe... Need more exercise!
Its the start of my CCP part 1 today.. After so long of not studying,, suddenly feels that studying is so tiring,, But yet, miss those days of schooling~ Hope that i'm able to cope well ba.. Goin to sleep le... Charging energy for tml's class again~!!!

Trust??

Recently heard from one of my friend that she saw u outside with another girl... Was that true?? Nowadays i began to be more n more speechless with what others were telling mi about u.. i started to ponder n don't know which side should i trust though i know probably u won't do this kind of thing...
How to get back the kind of trust again, i kept asking myself, one side of me still wanted to trust u,, but another side of me don't..... I've lost my usual me..
Luckily, nowadays i have some of my friends to accompany me.. Thanks dudes~
My ccp course is coming in a week time~ goin to be busy with the studies i guess~ wanted to have a break~~~ to beaches?? mayb that's where i can think through clearly~ I miss Tioman~!!!!!

Great day today~

At last, i've got a chance to sun tanning~ went to sentosa with dear, pq, dext, shawn.. have a great time there playing volleyball n sun tanning~ So long nv had this kind of fun.. >.<
after an afternoon of beach, went to have mac then headed down to shenton way's party world for ktv session.. hehe.. great day thou. misses the time we got together~ Those were the time..
Now, probably things are diff.. pple grow and changes.. Lots of things happening around us.. Probably after so long... I've change also...
Trusted that dear had alreay quit his smoking habit... Even his friends think so... but... today,,,,
so happen so that his friend called, while looking for his hp in the bag... Unintentionally found a packet a cigratte in his bag... though hoping that that was belongs to his friend but.. i guess i know its not... i'm not angry, didn't throw my temper... but just disappointed..... i guess, its realli hard for him to quit ba...
Its getting harder and harder for us to talk now... not even able to tell my unhappiness... just like yesterdae... a simple joke can actualli broke out a quarrel... always thinking that was it my fault or he has really changed... Just feel that he is not the him i knew before.... This few days.. n weeks.. i've been calm... thinking through everything,,, the 3yrs plus nearly to 4yrs of relationship.. its like getting worse... things doesn't turn out the way i wish it would be.. topics are getting lesser n lesser... laughter are missing... the love that i used to have is somehow gone.. what should be done to carry on this pathway....???? probably i need a short break to somewhere peaceful... realli wish that i could find a place to hide myself, to bury the stone that i had... Hope that things will turn out better..

I'm Lost...

Is it because we don't want to face the truth? Are u avoiding the problem.. Or am I in the wrong.. Somethings has gone wrong in my relationship... The longer the relationship goes, the lesser the topics we have n.. more conflicts arises.... i tot every thing's going to be alright.. but it doesn't seems so..
I tot that u quit smoking at ur own will like u told mi earlier on but i'm wrong when u said today that i'm the one who force u to quit when u don't want to.. I'm trying very hard to give u the space that u wanted.. At times... i just want to tell u i'm really feeling left out.. But.. I seems to be in the wrong again for being not understanding..
U said that you're afraid of telling mi your problems cos i might think negatively... but.. do u notice that u're actually telling mi that i'm in the wrong when maybe u dun meant that way... It somehow hurts mi alot when u said those things to me... Especially when u told mi, your happiest moment is when u're at work.... How much does it hurts.. Do u know???
How can a relationship carries on when you're actually afraid of ur partner.. when things said are always misunderstood.. what shall i do..... I'm not trying to dominate this relationship... I just want u to be better... Why do i seems to envy other couples so much... All i wanted is just more care n concern perhaps more understanding.. Is it so hard????.......

Maybe.. We both need more time????..... sometimes.. I really feel that you don't want to face our problems...

I'm Lost....