At last, i've got a chance to sun tanning~ went to sentosa with dear, pq, dext, shawn.. have a great time there playing volleyball n sun tanning~ So long nv had this kind of fun.. >.<
after an afternoon of beach, went to have mac then headed down to shenton way's party world for ktv session.. hehe.. great day thou. misses the time we got together~ Those were the time..
Now, probably things are diff.. pple grow and changes.. Lots of things happening around us.. Probably after so long... I've change also...
Trusted that dear had alreay quit his smoking habit... Even his friends think so... but... today,,,,
so happen so that his friend called, while looking for his hp in the bag... Unintentionally found a packet a cigratte in his bag... though hoping that that was belongs to his friend but.. i guess i know its not... i'm not angry, didn't throw my temper... but just disappointed..... i guess, its realli hard for him to quit ba...
Its getting harder and harder for us to talk now... not even able to tell my unhappiness... just like yesterdae... a simple joke can actualli broke out a quarrel... always thinking that was it my fault or he has really changed... Just feel that he is not the him i knew before.... This few days.. n weeks.. i've been calm... thinking through everything,,, the 3yrs plus nearly to 4yrs of relationship.. its like getting worse... things doesn't turn out the way i wish it would be.. topics are getting lesser n lesser... laughter are missing... the love that i used to have is somehow gone.. what should be done to carry on this pathway....???? probably i need a short break to somewhere peaceful... realli wish that i could find a place to hide myself, to bury the stone that i had... Hope that things will turn out better..
after an afternoon of beach, went to have mac then headed down to shenton way's party world for ktv session.. hehe.. great day thou. misses the time we got together~ Those were the time..
Now, probably things are diff.. pple grow and changes.. Lots of things happening around us.. Probably after so long... I've change also...
Trusted that dear had alreay quit his smoking habit... Even his friends think so... but... today,,,,
so happen so that his friend called, while looking for his hp in the bag... Unintentionally found a packet a cigratte in his bag... though hoping that that was belongs to his friend but.. i guess i know its not... i'm not angry, didn't throw my temper... but just disappointed..... i guess, its realli hard for him to quit ba...
Its getting harder and harder for us to talk now... not even able to tell my unhappiness... just like yesterdae... a simple joke can actualli broke out a quarrel... always thinking that was it my fault or he has really changed... Just feel that he is not the him i knew before.... This few days.. n weeks.. i've been calm... thinking through everything,,, the 3yrs plus nearly to 4yrs of relationship.. its like getting worse... things doesn't turn out the way i wish it would be.. topics are getting lesser n lesser... laughter are missing... the love that i used to have is somehow gone.. what should be done to carry on this pathway....???? probably i need a short break to somewhere peaceful... realli wish that i could find a place to hide myself, to bury the stone that i had... Hope that things will turn out better..
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