Dear granny.....

My dear granny... A humble loving lady...
Always doesn't want to trouble others.. Has been feeling unwell for past few months..
But doesn't want to let the others know..
Last sunday.. My dad found her unwell and brought her down to the hospital.. Was diagnosed as AAA.. It was just like placing a bomb in her body.. After so many tests and scans for the past few days.. She was planned for discharge this sunday, which is tml as she was well... Planning for stenting oni after 6 months time due to her infections..
Last night she was still well,, happy that she's goin home.. had a full share of noodles after so long of not eating well.. Talking to my cousin on phone who's oversea...
According to the nurse.. throughout the night she was well, able to walk around..
But..... This morning..... after going to toilet,, she felt unwell and suddenly collaspe.... Tried to resus her but failed..... Now we can't take her body back as the cause is unknown... Oni tmr morning..
She just left us like that... peacefully.... With a smile on her face...
No one has expect that she would leave us so fast.... Was a shocking news to all my family...
As true enough.. she's coming home this sunday... But in a very different way....
Dear granny.... We love u always...

What am i becoming????

As people grow older... People change..

Realli hate these kind of changes...

I miss the childhood part of me... Hated to grow up....

Everyday = Stress~ Arghhhhhhh~~~~~~~~

Just feel like hiding...

Depressed is what i'm goin through now..

Loneliness is how i felt...

Feel like crying almost everyday... Tears just unknowningly fills my eyes...

What is happening to me?????

I'm just not myself

Just don't feel like talking... Frustrated!!!!!!!!

Sorry for being unreasonable...

Mayday My Love~!!!!

Mayday rocks~!!!!